A lesson in manifesting dreams....
Come dream with me in Morocco at Dreaming Morocco Retreat...learn more at TheDreamUnLocked.com I bought the tix to move to Morocco...even though my housing plans collapsed for a whole multitude of reasons... but manifesting is a funny thing...once you've decided to create something, imagined it, owned it, you actually have to let go of how it's going to show up.... you have to trust that you've done the work to be where you want to be both emotionally, physically, fiscally and spiritually and that that will all show up for you because not only have you worked to deserved...you deserve it anyway otherwise, you wouldn't have wanted it in the first place.... i was stressing and making my life difficult based on what has happened to me in the past. In the past I had an unspoken agreement with the universe that I was going to be neurotic, stressed , overworked, exhausted and multi-tasking like a motherfucker just to prove i was worthy, busy, successful...i dont' some crazy shit... then i realized...i want what makes me happy and being neurotic is not on that list...neither is being stressed out, neither is being a 17 hour a day series regular, neither was living a life of red carpets, fancy homes, awards ceremonies and loneliness...those are things that i was told would make me happy. when i really examined why i chose my journey to become an artist, it was to be excellent at something...truly the best of my generation ...to be free...to sit by the beach and do what the fuck i want when the fuck i want with my beautiful brown hippie nomad family around me....to run off and do a scify movie once in a while and otherwise live some place with brown people with good food, good music and no stress and violence... that was what made me happy....when i got back to that and did a life assessment, i realized i had already done all those things....is set out to become...i had already put into place the things that needed to happen in order for me to get the other things...but as long as i was still here in hustle for something that wasnt my goal to begin with, i'm blocking the rest of my happiness.... so, today i gave up and gave in...i bought the tix and said fuck it...i'll land and figure that shit out when i get there... i'm smart, god made hotels and riads just for me...u don't have to land and have a home with internet, office, cleaning lady and car...fuck it...just land where you want to be and know that you know enuf and have manifesting enuf love, relationships, wisdom and good will that the rest will take care of itself... and once i did that...i stated that to the universe in a text to a friend and was like fuck it...i'm getting off the plane, going to my favorite gelato spot and i'll figure it out from there... within 20 mins, they sent me a link to a place to live that had all the things i needed with the option to stay for a month or 6 months whatever...put it on your credit card when you get it and i'll give you 50% off...u shouldn't be worrying... what.... and just like that...problem solved... then when i got off with that friend another one texted me and was like, i got something even cheaper so you can save money and start looking for your beach house...we can look at it during the first month you're here and if you like it, take it...if not, i have other options... and i was like, seriously..what the fuck...really.... at first, i was finding reasons not to let people who care about me help me....oh, i'll owe them, what does this mean....blah blah blah... but then i was remembered why i fell in love with morocco in the first place...the complete lack of neurosis and generosity of spirit of the berber people...they are about freedome and love... no wonder most of them are like me....digital nomads working for no one and creating a lifestyle based on freedom and comfort not money and stress... so i did what my american fearful heart would not..i gave over to trust....to expecting the best and not a repetition of the past... and shit worked out...in a way that was easy...that other people did for me what i'm always doing for others here in NYC...taking care of structures and shit and figuring out how to make shit easy for people..some people finally did that for me in the place where i'm supposed to be... so, i'm stepping on that plane aug 29th and whatever happens happens because i insist on my happiness....and will accept nothing less... love, light and all that goddess shit...
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