morocco's beautiful tagine of cultures

its like everything i want in nyc is saying "no" and everything in morocco said "yes" and when i hedged, morocco came knocking again offering me all these opportunities: job offers, friendships that feed my need for connectivity, men who find me refreshing and 'just right' not scary or difficult, powerful women interested in collaborating with me w/out hesitation...so why am i staying in a place that keeps rejecting me...or virtual friendships where everyone is too busy for dinner & conversation & most importantly connection. What's also appealing abt morocco is that the people love their country, their culture, no one's trying to come to america, they're interested in me coming to morocco to add my third cultureness, nomad like self to the gorgeous moroccan tagine of cultures...i would be dumb to not listen to the universe handing me all these gifts