to all the ones i've loved
who were unable to face the dark truths written on my skin, i love u still & thank u for taking your knees off my heart so that i could breathe again. it is my fervent wish that my passing through your story softens your fears, gives you comfort, perspective and courage making it impossible for you to write off the complicated places within you that need a second look and not only healing, but radical change from things that no longer serve you other than places to hide in the small, fearful parts of yourself... i thank u for allowing me a breath of clarity, lightness and determination in my journey; to stay true to the difficult path of looking at my darkness straight on, removing what suffocates and illuminating what no longer serves. trusting the vulnerability within that the world is determined to jerk from my hands.... softness, deep kindness devoid of superficial niceness, love, determination, integrity and purpose are my north stars and the places where i continue to grow and learn the difficult lessons of my path... i am not difficult, complicated or too much trouble... i am actually a growing human dedicated to becoming the best version of myself that humanity needs and not the version of myself solely concerned with my personal needs but rather leaving this place better than i found it... i am in my purpose and if that is difficult for others, it's only because you may not be in your larger purpose but rather remaining in the small tribal confines of the 10 people in your sphere... humanity is a lot bigger than that and if we are to survive, we will need a larger view of what it means to love and care for one another as opposed to controlling and feeding off of each other... i fuck up often and don't get it right... but what i am doing is learning from the falls and doing better the next time around... keenly aware of the karmic/spiritual footprint i leave in my passing and trying to reduce the degree of destruction i leave in my wake to replace that with a focus on always adding value, clarity and always love
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